one semester down...
7 to go. I feel like i haven't really accomplished much this semester. I've made new friends, gotten drunk too many times than i care to remember, and pulled several all nighters. But really what have i done. I managed to get medicore grades, an a, 2b+'s and a c. I had to drop a class. I go to one of the most competitive schools...grades like that aren't going to fly for much longer. I came to the harsh reality that medical school and I just aren't destined to be. I think everyone comes to school with dreams of being a doctor or something of the sort, and learns quickly its a lot harder than it seems. I feel like i've let some of the people i care about most slip away, and lost touch with many. I have figured out who my true friends are, but i always knew that anyway. I realized how much i rely on my family, and how close we really are. I want next semester to be different, i want to get involved. I've tried to fill a void left by boyfriends of the past 4 years, i don't want to fill it anymore, i want to live without it. Theres so much i've learned but still so much more to learn. But moving on, it was good to go home. I missed everyone, espically my sister. I had a lot of fun with my family, and thanksgiving was one of the best in awhile. I didn't really get much time to see my friends, but its ok because i will be home for a long time for thanksgiving. I went shopping in orlando, always makes me happy :). I'm stressed about finals...i don't think i've ever taken tests that mean this much..ahhh. I saw a lot of people from school over the break...i just can't imagine living at home. I'm not saying anything bad about anyone who has chosen to..but its just not what i would want to do. I really needed to get away from melbourne. I did enjoy james parsons this weekend...he's so sweet, no wonder alishia is so happy with him, we had a good convo, they might be visiting this weekend. Jen is coming on saturday too...i have to introduce her to everyone, since she might transfer here. My roommate has been spending the night at her friends apt all week..its nice, i like not having anyone around, haha. We had a sleepover at taylors a couple nights ago...I have to go to class...to be continued